Huang Popo said to Master Stuart, Master Stuart, we are not the same family. It is reasonable to say that you are not allowed to watch everything happen later, but the incident is sudden and the future is uncertain. I must make an exception for you. Stuart got up and said, if you need me to avoid it, I will just stay outside. Huang Popo said that I don’t know much about your Taoist practice, but if we encounter any danger on this trip, I hope you can try to save the yin process. Please avoid it. I will tie a bell with my hand. If the bell rings in a hurry, come in and help us.
Stuart nodded and gave the greatest understanding to the rules of other sects. Then he came to me and patted me on the shoulder and said, Come back alive or I’ll catch you myself! Although I know it’s a joke, it’s full of sadness for me, so I jokingly said, don’t worry, I will definitely come back. I love human beings so much, and maybe I will write novels as a fake knowledge later.
Stuart turned out of the house, saying that the real estate didn’t even block the door. Two of them were just a curtain. Huang Popo shouted at the outside. I can’t see any movement outside the house, but I can see some people walking back and forth outside through the curtain. Grandma Huang turned and asked me if I was ready. I nodded and tried to answer, but I found my method.
Huang Popo ordered a dish of incense, sandalwood, after all, a Buddhist, and then poured out two cups of tea from her glass jar, which was originally for soaking wine. There were some yellow heads of tea and some powder. There was a faint smell but it was different from ordinary tea. Huang Popo put the tea behind the table and told me that you brought the recliner to my side and let’s sit together, so I did so. Then Huang Popo tied her left hand and my right hand with a rope, and then handed me a cup of tea on the shore.
She told me to pour the couch after drinking, and try not to move. If you close your eyes, you can see something. Don’t panic until you see me.
I drank tea with trepidation, then relaxed and fell down on the couch.
Chapter IV Passing Yin
For about a minute, I tried to control myself not to think about it, but I couldn’t help thinking about it. The moment when I closed my eyes was very insecure. For me, it was like walking at night in a dark mountain or about to hit a wooden door in an old house that had been abandoned for a long time. I could predict what would happen next. Personally, I was not afraid to face those unknown things, but lost my courage from the beginning. The more I wanted to relax, the more I couldn’t relax. My hands and feet naturally drooped, but my feet could not help shivering because of nervousness.
I know it’s embarrassing, but I don’t want to do it either. Maybe I’m trying to calm myself down. I took a few deep breaths and then let it out slowly. At this time, my mother-in-law Huang suddenly grabbed my left hand with her right hand and slapped it a few times. After that, her mother-in-law Huang told me that if you were quiet, you would like to order something different, such as the smell of tea in your mouth.
When Huang Popo said this, I realized that my mouth searched for the taste of the previous cup of tea. Although it smelled delicious, when I ate it, it felt slimy and disgusting. At most, it felt like sesame paste, and the taste was not ordinary tea, but bitter and dry. It was difficult to form this taste in a specific word. I know that the more I tried to distinguish the taste, the more I found that the root of this taste was so real from both sides of my tongue.
Gradually, my consciousness became blurred. It was dark with my eyes closed, but I saw a lot of feelings like fireflies flying. But when I tried to put a bright spot in my sight, it quickly fled, as if knowing that I was looking at it. The sound in my ears became turbid, a bit like that pool without a radio. It felt slow but loud. I first noticed that there was a red in front of the original dark, just like someone lit a red light in front of you when you closed your eyes at night, even though you didn’t open your eyes. But I can feel its light through my eyelids, followed by a smoky red light and black alternating, and the sounds in my ears become noisy and more and more overlapping. Among these sounds, there are crying, laughing and screaming, but they become low and low because of the slow speech speed, so I can’t tell the difference between men and women.
It’s a wonderful feeling. It’s like staying where you are when you are drunk, but you feel that your body is spinning at a certain speed, but you generally feel dizzy, but you don’t want to vomit. Then all the sounds come to an abrupt end, and the light disappears. An old-fashioned pendulum clock sound is becoming more and more vivid. I recall that this tick-tock sound came from the pendulum clock in Huang’s mother-in-law’s room, which is said to have existed since the early days of liberation. Then a burst of footsteps came from my left. This alarm woke me up. I tried to move my fingers and found that my fingers could move
My heart beats faster because I have never been to the so-called "Yin". What will I see when I open my eyes? Is it the big, well-dressed Lord Yan, or those weird-looking black-and-white horses with a scepter in their hands? Will I see those Yamaraja kids with weird horns on their heads or will I see those ghosts who should be blamed? Very quickly, I read from various channels and books from my childhood to describe everything in Yin, but I finally got up the courage to open my eyes until Grandma Huang said, Open your eyes. Don’t be afraid.
So I slowly opened my eyes with the light pouring into my eyes, and the surrounding situation became clear. But I found that I was paralyzed in the lounge chair of Huang Popo’s house. Everything around me didn’t change when I slept just now. Those steps were that Huang Popo’s good friends were walking around when they were red. I was very puzzled, so I asked Huang Popo what was going on. Was it a failure? Why are we still here? Huang Popo said it was over and wiped the sweat from her forehead as she said it.
I only touched my forehead when I watched Huang Popo wipe the sweat, and I found that my clothes were thick in winter, but I noticed that my vest sweat had stuck my clothes together. I was surprised and asked Huang Popo how … it was over? I didn’t see anything! Grandma Huang didn’t answer me. Maybe she was exhausted. She pointed to the old pendulum clock in the corner of the room. When I looked at it, it was almost four hours since we walked in the shade. I still couldn’t believe it. So I pulled out my mobile phone and put my hand in my pants pocket. When I found that my pocket side was soaked with sweat, the display of the mobile phone was the same as that of the pendulum clock. Only then did I really believe that we not only walked in the shade once, but also came back smoothly.
Huang Popo shouted to the outside, "Children, take a break. We are all right now." Then she shouted, "Master Stuart, please come into the house." One of the good believers stopped hanging up and asked Huang Popo if she was really okay. Huang Popo said it’s okay. It’s good. You’ve all worked hard. Let’s go to rest. So in a few minutes, the group of good letters left separately
Stuart walked into the room and looked at us with surprise and surprise. I was surprised that we actually got back home. My heart must be the same. I also got up and moved my legs, but I felt my thighs were sour and numb. My mother-in-law poured me a glass of water and then handed me another one. Then she told me that you did a good job, son. I didn’t worry that I was praised by her, because I didn’t remember what happened at all.
准确说不是不记得而是记不清我脑里有一些非常模糊片断但是这些片断想要仔细去回忆话却怎么都找不到准确方式这几个小时漫长时里对于我而言却好像是刚刚睡还没睡着处于一个半梦半醒状态这期也许会星接受到一些来自外部讯息但终究不敢相信那竟然真发生过还一直是自己一场记不清梦
于是我喝了水擦了汗然后问黄婆婆到底发生了什么我需要借她嘴巴来拼凑我那些碎片般记忆黄婆婆说你当时闭眼时候看到了一些飞舞光点对不对?我说是好像萤火虫一样黄婆婆说这就是你灵魂和肉体即将分离临界点我说接来我还感觉眼前红一阵黑一阵剩就完没有印象了
黄婆婆说就是那红黑相正是我们不断朝走黑色部分是每进入一个更深地方时候中隔层我问黄婆婆那那些红色又是什么黄婆婆说那些就是火焰火里有很多人接受穷尽折磨黄婆婆说得淡淡但是我听来却那么毛骨悚然由于这个片断我是能记住我不过是没睁眼罢了所当她这么一描述一个画面就立刻出现我眼前加我听见那些奇怪音或哭喊或惨叫都向我表达一个感觉那就是可怕
Huang Popo said that all people are the lowest level of Yuan Shen, Hu Zongren and my words. She knows that she can find them quickly without asking those kids for directions. But when she found Hu Zongren, she found that his Yuan Shen was surrounded by filamentous vines, and a head was left until his head was buried. Even Hu Zongren could not be saved. There was a child around Yuan Shen who didn’t wear pants, but he looked fat in vain, but he had a very ferocious face, which was wider than he thought, but his mouth was covered with countless teeth. Right. I don’t know much about Yin people. When Huang’s mother-in-law described it like this, I naturally connected it with the ghost images I met. But Huang told me that Yin people are even more terrible. Ghosts may be eerie, but Yin people are already in hell. Hell was full of sinners. These Yin people are the worst and most aggressive among this group of sinners.
I listened with soul-stirring. Even though I knew that we finally came back safely, I couldn’t help blinking a few times for fear that I was dreaming at the moment. Huang Popo said that the Yin people had seen us from a distance and kept grinning at us, and it smelled that you were a stranger. How should I understand the stranger here? Grandma Huang explained to me that the body is still alive, but the soul has come to the ghost place and it is the bottom layer. I don’t understand, but what’s the difference? Mother-in-law Huang said that at the end of the day, people are either Yuan gods or people who are bound to die. When we walked to that place, we should have died, but I walked several times, but it was the first time for you to act unfamiliar and was recognized by that guy.
I asked Huang Popo what happened next? After taking a sip of water, Huang Popo said to me, Take it, and the child jumped at us.
The fifth chapter Yin people
Huang Popo said it lightly, but I heard goose bumps all over me. I asked Huang Popo, shall I clean it up? Huang Popo said that this is not nonsense? Can we still have a good time here if we don’t pack up? I asked again, how do I clean it up?
Huang’s mother-in-law said that this matter had to be started from the beginning. I think you are a timid child at ordinary times. At least, you like to use your crooked brain to play with cleverness. But when you and I just reached the bottom, you seemed to be a different person. You became very irritable and even out of my control for a time. I was at a loss when she said this. Sometimes I am impulsive and easy to do something out of control, but it is not out of control, is it? Is that my sex?
Huang Popo said that as soon as I landed, I told you to open your eyes. After you opened your eyes, you were not scared by the surrounding environment, which was different from our world. Instead, you kept urging me to find Hu Zongren’s Yuan Shen as if you didn’t care at all. I woke you up. Don’t get excited because I know that the first time vagabond is usually more excitable, but your performance was really unexpected. Huang Popo went on to say that the road is curved, Catharine. I once pointed out to you where your grandfather’s Yuan Shen was. You didn’t care at all, but showed hostility to those people around you
Grandma Huang told me that although you are not a bad boy, you have been dealing with these things for so many years. Even though you have always wanted your heart to be light, your heart has been occupied by many dirty and cruel realities. You want to believe that the world is beautiful after all, but you have chosen to never forget those real things, even if you don’t want them to leave a picture in your life. You are too easy to let go of what Grandma Huang said. I still think I really have this. Sometimes I handled a case, although the ending was sent away or broken up as I expected at first, and even comforted my family and gave them a happy ending, but I did witness several ugly people in this issue.
For example, once I handled the case of a middle-aged man who died. The man lived alone and had a child. His wife had been divorced for a long time and had not been in touch for many years. However, during the handling, his ex-wife suddenly started to fight and wanted to share the inheritance. The reason was that they made the house famous together at the beginning. Although I finally tried some methods to make this woman stop pestering, I later thought that this woman really didn’t do anything wrong. This is understandable, but whenever she encountered these cold laws and regulations and should have been warm to the world. Therefore, I always tend to lean the moral balance to the weak side and selectively avoid some logical order except human relations. Therefore, I have to say that my heart has been filled with a lot of gloom for many years. Even if I show physical and mental health in front of my people, I will never deny that my heart has increased a lot of negative energy because of my own anger.
So I said with a wry smile to Huang’s mother-in-law, although I don’t know what I would do at that time, you are right. Although I am not yet three years old, I am afraid that I have experienced a lot of cruelty in society. Everyone’s subtle intricacies hit me again and again, and I often broke out on the spot. For example, when the hospital morgue violently beat the dead child, it belonged to my bottom line. People say that when the eyes stay in the dark for a long time, a little weak sunlight will be extremely dazzling. I want to say that people like us who wander morality and are on the verge of life and death have already suffered
Huang Popo said that if I told you to follow me, you wouldn’t do it. Those Yin people were ungrateful or revenged, so you provoked others without asking questions indiscriminately. I was afraid that you would get into trouble. After all, you shouldn’t follow me. If Yamaraja found out about this Yin, neither of us would come back. I tried hard to make you stop running around behind me, but it wasn’t long before you rushed out again. I said with a wry smile that since you were so disobedient, why did you say that I behaved well? Huang Popo also smiled and told me that it was because of later. I found that I was about to lose control, so she read a mantra to me. She said that after listening to the mantra, I suddenly became quiet and calm. This means that I am a Buddhist. I don’t know if I have a Buddhist relationship. But when a person is very grumpy, what is most needed is to have an elder to guide me instead of forcibly controlling this. It seems that Huang’s mother-in-law has done a good job, and I also like this set.
Huang Popo said that it was easier later. We searched and found Hu Zongren Yuan Shen all the way, but when that imp Yin man came at us, you didn’t stop it, but resisted it to attack you. I was surprised to ask? No way, it’s not my personality. I usually hit this kind of initiative before I say it, unless I have a plan. The last sentence is that I lied, because I know that life and death are different. I’m not afraid of those ghosts who talk about strength, but I’m still afraid because I’m really afraid that it’s not these dead people, let alone ghosts. I’m afraid of death and I feel afraid of that kind of quietness after death. Grandma Huang went on to say that the kid bit you all over. But you still don’t strike back, which makes me anxious to help, but I know that I am not the Yin opponent, and I can shout that you want to wake you up, so don’t bite your soul and you will never come back.
Huang Popo went on to say, but when I shouted loudly, the Yin man tried to attack me. I don’t know if you were unconscious or how. Just as it was about to rush to my side, you suddenly caught this Yin man and shouted some nonsense while waving your word. I asked Huang Popo, will I still talk nonsense? What did I say? Huang Popo said that while you were fighting, now I know how fierce you really are. You killed Hu Zongren and tried to kill me. You are still a little tender. Huang Popo said that at that time, she felt very strange herself. Although Hu Zongren was not much different from the dead, after all, her body was still alive. What would you say that Hu Zongren was killed? Later, I realized that since you are willing to risk your life for Hu Zongren to find Yuan Shen, he must be a very important friend to you. You have always been a heartfelt friend to your friends. Otherwise, we would not have made friends for so many years because we are decades apart.
Huang Popo’s words made me feel very ashamed, because I felt that some things would sound bad if I said them. Situbian listened to Huang Popo’s words and looked at me approvingly. At present, both of us are my old timers, but we often get along like friends, which is very rare for me, and it must be the same for them.
Huang Popo said, but at that time, you beat the Yin man with all your life, and the Yin man was beaten by you, screaming and screaming. You scratched and slammed the words, and you and I both knew how bad it was, but the Yin man abruptly ate you a few times, so you didn’t have such a fierce ghost in the past, did you? I thought about it, but I really didn’t, except for the female ghost in red who haunted me a year ago. After all, that was my idea that the ghost king surpassed Huang Popo. Then I said that the little Yinren was struggling to escape after being smashed by you for dozens of times, but you kept holding on to it until the last Yinren was already semi-transparent. I know that if you call again, not only will this Yinren be destroyed, but even Hu Zongren’s Yuan Shen will be destroyed, so I woke up and don’t kill it because it still controls Hu Zongren’s Yuan Shen.
Huang Popo said that it is easy to tell whether Hu Zongren was suddenly caused by this Yin, which means that Hu Zongren lost in a battle, and I have been walking in the Yin for many years, and I can see what the means are. For example, this Yin has a big mouth and many teeth, and it just eats the soul of Yuan Shen. At that time, I told you that Hu Zongren Yuan Shen might have been eaten by this Yin Shen.
Huang Popo paused and sighed slightly, saying that I still can’t believe what you did, because after you heard me say this, although you stopped hitting and moving, you held out your hands and tore the Yin mouth. Hu Zongren Yuan Shen took it from your hand as soon as I saw Hu Zongren Yuan Shen, and then put it in Hu Zongren Yuan Shen’s body, watching those vines slowly shrink and disappear, and then looked back at you, and you beat it one by one until the Yin was beaten out of her wits by you.
Listen to her here, I can’t help touching my hand. Don’t say it’s really dull. If it weren’t for the old man like Huang, I wouldn’t believe what I said. Huang got up and said that Amitabha is a soul, and she will never be able to live again.
I followed but remained silent.
Chapter VI Awakening
Grandma Huang looked at me and was silent, thinking that maybe I felt I had done something wrong, so she told me that although it was a sin, your motive was to save the Yin, but your motive was to harm people. You didn’t do anything wrong. Grandma Huang sighed that people like you came here to privately maintain the balance of Yin and Yang in the world. Since there is no way to make brute force, it is also a last resort. Shepherds must pick up shotguns to drive away wild wolves if necessary.
Although Huang Popo said this, it didn’t alleviate my guilt, because I know that Huang Popo is kind to all beings, ghosts and beings. What kind of position is so cruel that a dead person is stunned? This is not what she wants to see, and since listening to Huang Popo’s words, I feel that my bones are so fierce and cruel. Although I didn’t expect it, I am more and more worried that this will be the real me.
Although this question has been in my mind for a long time at that time, I finally have no way to prove it. I really don’t have the courage to walk with my mother-in-law Huang again, and no matter whether I will know myself more deeply even if I walk again, I gradually found out that even if I am really like this, I will do what I think is right, and I will be ashamed of myself. Regardless of his right and wrong, I will report to my god sooner or later.
Huang’s mother-in-law went on to say that later, since Hu Zongren’s Yuan Shen was rescued, there was no need for us to stay, so I walked back. Fortunately, you still remember that I woke up and you followed me to the slope, and then you killed the Yin man. Only after we walked back, did you notice the surrounding environment. Every time you climbed a class, you gradually seemed to collapse. Perhaps it was because you saw the surrounding horror that I was silent. Huang’s mother-in-law went on to say that this was really normal. It was the first time I saw these times that I collapsed more than you. I asked Huang’s mother Huang’s mother-in-law hesitated and then smiled and shook her head and said to me, son, you have a lot of things in your heart that you shouldn’t have, so you still don’t know about them.
So I still don’t know what I saw that day, but my mother-in-law Huang finished telling me that when we finally climbed to the top floor, I was already on my knees crying, so my mother-in-law Huang told me that if we didn’t hurry back, we wouldn’t be able to go back when the tea was effective. This kind of cajoling and cheating brought me back is equivalent to saying that most of us were trudging from beginning to end, and my mother-in-law Huang took care of me all the way, but I was the most important, so I showed my character in front of such an old man. The cruelest part has to be said that this is a pity. My good grandma Huang is not an outsider, so I immediately changed the subject and asked her if the tea can still be effective. It’s so amazing. Grandma Huang said that she would drink this every time before going to the shade. This can help people to settle down. I asked her what ingredients are in the tea. I also made some bubbles to drink it when I went home, but Grandma Huang smiled and said that you wouldn’t drink this water. It’s hard to collect it because it’s a root water. In my life, I have collected such a large bottle of this one after another. It’s a great pity to see those bits and pieces of powder in the water. Now opium is hard to find and it belongs to the forbidden thing. This thing will be addictive, so you’d better not drink it.
I didn’t tell grandma Huang, but I just changed the subject, and she forgot the same thing. She told me years ago.
Stuart asked Huang Popo what would be the situation of Hu Zongren now? Huang’s mother-in-law said that the Yuan God was released, but Hu Zongren’s soul disappeared at the earliest, which allowed him to find his own way back. This child was reckless, but he was also solid. If there was no accident, it would be a matter of time before Huang woke up. Since things have to be solved, this doubt is a great news for all of us. Stuart also realized that Huang’s mother-in-law was very tired, so he said to me, let’s go home now, and it’s getting late. Let’s tell all of them the good news in person. I said, It’s not Stuart smiled and shook his head and said it would be better for you to say it yourself. Let her rest early when her mother-in-law is tired.
Huang Popo waved her hand again, then got up and said, Don’t go in a hurry. Come with me and tell the Bodhisattva what you did and what you got. So I knelt before the Bodhisattva like a child who made a mistake and sincerely regretted it. Even though I don’t believe in Buddhism, since my broken memory fragments were dictated by Huang Popo, I have to admit that this is my deepest and most appropriate insight into the extraordinary spiritual strength of Buddhism.
I didn’t forget to thank her again and again before I said goodbye to Grandma Huang. She took us to the door and stopped sending me. I saw Grandma Huang’s thin figure in the rearview mirror after Stuart’s car. It was my car because I didn’t know the way back, but I changed Stuart’s car because I was also very tired. When I got back to the hotel, it was nearly three o’clock in the afternoon. I saw that those instant noodles I bought earlier had been swept away by these crazy people. You know, Stuart and I haven’t eaten yet! Seeing that we went back to the original silence, the room suddenly became lively. Many people gathered around Stuart and me and asked us how things were going. Did we succeed? I originally wanted to be very cool and shake my flowing long hair, and then compare it with a V-shaped victory gesture or a sly wink to tell everyone that we have done it, but I prepared my posture all the way and saw everyone’s eyes, but it turned into a light nod and a hint that we succeeded.
At that time, the room was filled with joy. Of course, the most joyful thing was Master Tiesong’s colorful sister holding my neck and saying in my ear that it was successful. Why didn’t you say something? Do you know that we were all worried? I patted her on the back and said, Don’t worry. Isn’t this me coming back? With Huang Popo and Situbian, what are you worried about? Sister Cai smiled and Fu Yunni didn’t show the excitement I expected, but sat back to Hu Zongren’s bed, held Hu Zongren’s hand and put it on her mouth. When Hu Zongren watched it, she began to cry. I mean, joy and sadness were mixed with an indescribable emotion.
Hu Zongren didn’t wake up until noon the next day. This issue not only made me pay an extra room renewal, but also shamefully pooed and wet the bed several times. I really wonder if this guy is an alien. What can he do just by infusion to maintain nutrition? Fu Yunni never leaves his feet, otherwise I will clean up and shit for him. I will take the opportunity to apply some toothpaste or wind oil to him.
During these two days, everyone was relaxed. Sister Cai didn’t go home, but stayed with me at Stuart’s house for the time being. Although she had discussed taking turns with Fu Yunni to take care of Hu Zongren, after all, Fu Yunni also needed a rest, but Fu Yunni refused, so we could take advantage of the daytime to come and help. Fu Yunni could also take a short rest.